i want to run

with the wild horses.
i finally feel free from this little hole i've dug myself into for the past 3 years. i'm very proud of myself and even though i may not be completely over it quite yet....it's definitely an improvement and i am happier than i've been in awhile. one of my best friends told me, "you never know how strong you are until being strong is the only option" and i feel like that has definitely become my only option. which isn't necessarily a bad thing. part of me is hoping this isn't just a one time thing. i really hope this past weekend is leading me towards overcoming it all. i don't want to dwell on it anymore but for some reason my heart still wants to, despite what my mind says. i don't want to feel all that pain anymore. i can't.


so hopefully this time will be different.
it HAS to be.
on a lighter note, i saw the newest harry potter movie last night. i waited in line for 4 hours but it was worth it! my friends and i made shirts (okay, well i made them haha) and got all nerdy. it was fun. i fell asleep for about 2 minutes because i was so tired but thankfully i didn't miss anything. i haven't been able to sleep for the past two weeks...i have an idea why but at the same time i don't know why. it's starting to get ridiculous and it's interfering with daily life.

once again getting off track on the "lighter note" hahaha. i encourage everyone to go out and see harry potter. mainly because ron weasley is just so bloody adorable for a redhead ;)


well i'm going to pull an albus dumbledore and dip outta here haha
<3 kris

snape. snape. severus snape. dumbledore!

oh that harry potter puppet pals video is fantastic. anyway...the point of this is I AM GOING TO GO SEE THE NEW HARRY POTTER MOVIE TOMORROW NIGHT WITH AMANDA!!!!!!!!!

words cannot explain how excited i am. it's just like how i was when i saw twilight at midnight. it's just....WOW. but this time i won't be disappointed...i hope. amanda and i are making shirts today to wear tomorrow hahaha. it's going to be great. and i'm gonna draw a lightning bolt on my forehead and everything. i've always wanted to dress up and now i will...as nerdy as that is! we're also gonna bring a board game (since we're getting there early) to play to pass the time and hopefully make some new friends!
of course i will take pictures to commemorate the event!


<3 hermione
oops, i mean kristen

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so this past weekend was a blast. i needed that. it was super fun and i loved seeing where amanda grew up. now i'm excited to take her down south with me to show her MY home! i took a bunch of pictures that i'm proud of and are deemed flickr-worthy haha. so i'll be uploading those shortly.
in the meantime, i'm at work. i woke up late :/ mainly because i was hanging out with THE BEST BIG SISTER EVER (hi kim) until 3 last night haha. it was great to laugh and talk and watch stupid yet funny youtube videos with her. i've missed her so much, i'm glad she is home now.

oh and last night a friend of mine im'ed me via facebook and was like "oh would you like to come to disney for free with me next friday?" LIKE YOU HAVE TO ASK?! apparently he can get free tickets from his boss from 4 people. so him, amanda and one of my sisters, meghan and i are all going :) it's going to be fantastic! i've been wanting to go to disney for awhile. call me crazy, but disney has this smell about it that i can't explain. it just takes me back to being a kid and i love it!

well i'm not going to ramble on so let me go back to playing farmtown (pretend you did not just read that haha) and i will update soon.
buhbyez, kris

ja-ja-ja-jacksonville

so i'm in jacksonville for the holiday weekend. i'm pretty excited, i've never been! my summer roommate last year/roommate this fall/best friend brought me home with her :)

we went galavanting around town and i fell in love. it's just all old and adorable. san marco is beautiful and i would love a house there. she also took me to meet the legendary rex the dino...i mean it being me, it was a necessity to go. my obsession is ridiculous. we also went to 5 points and one of the tattoo parlors were doing 30$ tattoos. you could choose from different designs they drew up. i was SOOO tempted to get one. but my mom would kill me if i did.

tomorrow we're going to atlantic beach and hanging out, drinking, tanning, taking pictures...you know the deal. i can't wait, i haven't been to the beach in the longest time. anyway i took some melatonin to help me sleep and apparently it gives you really vivid dream which i'm quite excited about!!!

so goodnight world, sleep with angels :)
<3 k

school's out for the summer!

AHHH i am finally done with classes. i haven't had a break since LAST SUMMER. that is 4 semesters in a row. i desperately needed a break. now i can relax and actually enjoy my summer :)

i would play a song that would never, ever end because i'd love, love, love to dance with my father again

father's day is always pretty rough. it makes me think too much and i get all emotional. and to torture myself even more i have "dance with my father again" on repeat. but at the same time, it's a good release. i need it.

but at this point i'm ready for today to be over
i love you and miss you daddy. please come back

party like it's 1999

tonight we're having a party at my friend alex's house. i'm excited. oh and yesterday i cut my hair super short. at least for me. my hair has always been long...it was almost down to the middle of my torso. now it's at my collarbones...but i like it. A LOT. it's something new. oh and i got my 5th tattoo yesterday. on a whim haha. good thing i have a list of tattoos that i want in my head so i wasn't hard to choose one

it's been real
kris