with the wild horses.
i finally feel free from this little hole i've dug myself into for the past 3 years. i'm very proud of myself and even though i may not be completely over it quite yet....it's definitely an improvement and i am happier than i've been in awhile. one of my best friends told me, "you never know how strong you are until being strong is the only option" and i feel like that has definitely become my only option. which isn't necessarily a bad thing. part of me is hoping this isn't just a one time thing. i really hope this past weekend is leading me towards overcoming it all. i don't want to dwell on it anymore but for some reason my heart still wants to, despite what my mind says. i don't want to feel all that pain anymore. i can't.
so hopefully this time will be different.
it HAS to be.
on a lighter note, i saw the newest harry potter movie last night. i waited in line for 4 hours but it was worth it! my friends and i made shirts (okay, well i made them haha) and got all nerdy. it was fun. i fell asleep for about 2 minutes because i was so tired but thankfully i didn't miss anything. i haven't been able to sleep for the past two weeks...i have an idea why but at the same time i don't know why. it's starting to get ridiculous and it's interfering with daily life.
once again getting off track on the "lighter note" hahaha. i encourage everyone to go out and see harry potter. mainly because ron weasley is just so bloody adorable for a redhead ;)
well i'm going to pull an albus dumbledore and dip outta here haha
<3 kris
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